u should get that for my birthday mika, becuz ur right i do absolutely love that!!!

Ew, Juno isn’t a teenager anymore!

You’re like…a total adult now. 

Congratulations :)<3

Unfortunately,

I must inform you guys that I probably won’t be able to hang out much anymore. 

The amount of classwork and homework I get daily is just never ending. Usually I’d be able to get it all done on Sunday, but I’m like 10x more tired now then I was the last few semesters, so I’m gonna have to start staying in on Fridays to get at least half of it done before a track meet. Especially because I spend so much of my time on Sunday recovering from a track meet, that I get the work done but not much studying or comprehending from it:/ So I’m gonna need Friday to get more stuff done.

I see now why counselors question you when you’re planning to take 18+ units…it really is A LOT of work and even more stress.lol

Okay,

So I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do this on my other blog, or on here. 
I figured here might be best though since then I wouldn’t have to worry about people we know getting all up in your face about it if you didn’t want them to be.

Anyways, I’m not entirely sure how to say this, and I don’t even know if I’m supposed to say this or not, but if I remember correctly, today is the anniversary of your mother’s passing (Am I even supposed to call it ‘anniversary’)? Right Juno? I’m not sure, and if I’m wrong, then please forgive me.

I wanted to say something earlier, but I just wasn’t sure how to say it? I didn’t want to seem rude/awkward or make you sad or upset or anything like that. Or even bring it up just in case you didn’t want me to…

If I’m correct however, I just wanted to say that I remembered and that I hope you and your family…Idk. How does one exactly address something like this?

Geez, I suck at this. I just wanted to say that you are an amazing person and that I’m sure your mother is very proud and misses you very much. I wish that I had a chance to meet her, because you and your sister and even Mr. Muhammed are just great people. I can only imagine how great your mother was if you all turned out so amazing. I know there isn’t really anything I can say or do, and maybe I’m not even supposed to be saying any of this?

I just wanted you to know that I’m here. And that I know how important your mother is to you and that I know it is tough sometimes (although I don’t know what it feels like, I just know that its gotta be tough). 

I have something else I want to say, but I just don’t know how to say it, so I’m going to shut up now. I hope that this doesn’t make you mad/upset/sad or seem rude or insensitive. I just didn’t want you to go throughout your day thinking that I didn’t know or that I didn’t care or…

Anyways, I’m really bad at putting this into words. But I’m glad you’re my best friend and I love and appreciate you so very much. I just thought you should know that. 

And I’m going to feel really dumb if this isn’t the correct day or something, so please text me or something and let me know if I’m right or if this was a bad idea or just something of that nature.

<3